RULES OF LOVE WHAT I FEEL

I WOPULD RATHER DEI THEN NOT BE ABLE TO OPEN MY HEART TO A LADY THERES NO LIFE IN FAME FORTUNE POWER EGO ITS ALL FALSE HOODS AND EMPTY WALLS I HAVE WALKED PLAVES BEEN PLACES BEEN IN PLACES LIVED LIKE NO MAN HAS EVER WALKED OR DARED TO WALK OR HAD COURAGE TO WALK ; IAM SUPER HEALTHY AND NOT MY AGE BIOLOGICALY OR REALY MENTALY AS I FEEL LIFE SO VERY STRONG I CAN GET HURT EASY BUT IF IAM NOT ALLOWED TO LOVE AS I KEEP DREAMING OF THEN I WILL FOREVER LEAVE THIS WORLD SOON AS I CHOOSE FIT I FEAR NOT DEATH AT ALL ; I HAVE PERHAPS LIVED SEVERAL FULL LIVES ; WE ALL MAKE OUR OWN SELF MADE PERGATORIES ; WE ALL HAVE THOSE DARK PLACES WE HIDE THOSE SKELETONS IN DARE NEVER TO REVEAL I MUST TRULY LOVE AGAIN WITH MY HEART OR SHIRLEY PERISH I HAVE SEEN THINGS IN NATURE AND SCIENCES AND LIFE THAT PERHAPS NOBODY HAS SEEN I DONT KNOW I HAVE SEEN LIFE WITHIN INSANE ASYLUMS I HAVE SEEN AND DONE IMPOSSABLE THINGS AND I HAVE LOVED THE BEST IS I HAVE LOVED IF I CANNOT EXSPRESS THIS THEN I LEAVE ; AS TRUE BURNING LOVE MAKES LIFE TRULY ENJOYABLE A BONDING OF 2 SOULS FOR ME THIS CHRISTMAS IS BLEAK BUT I KEEP UP THE ENERGY TO MAKE OTHERS HAPPY WHY BECAUSE I UNDERSTAND WHAT I FEEL ; RANTINGS OF A MADMAN OR HOPELESS ROMANTIC ; MAYBE BUT HISTORICALY LOVE IS THE GREATEST OF EMOTIONS WARS HAVE BEEN FOUGHT OVER A LADY OVER LOVE I KNOW I HAVE BEEN THERE WARS WITHIN OUR MINDS ARE SOMTIMES THE GREATEST I ONLY ASK THE UNIVERSE TO LOVE AGAIN IS THAT BAD ???????? CHRISTMAS EVE 2006 OVER AND OUT JOHN HUTCHISON